Incarnation 2.03: Flying Cars

Posted in dreams, incarnations, memory, nostalgia, time with tags , , , , , , , , on 2013-04-11 by Your First Lover

when i was young, we were promised flying cars. the future was going to be so very bright. glossy mags promised a better world for the new generation; world full of prospering nations, working together to fly through space and bring about a new golden age of technology and welfare.

that world has not come yet. but we can still keep dreaming, and feeling nostalgic for the high hopes of our lost childhood.

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Incarnation 2.02: Holograms

Posted in incarnations, love through the ages, memory, time with tags , , , , , , , , on 2012-08-28 by Your First Lover

explode brighter than a thousand stars in the night sky. rend the universe. create a new rainbow of our feelings, as we step onto this new existence. i have come to share a new beginning with you. no more ends. we will have things perfect, like we could not before. this is my new promise to you. we don’t have to stay here anymore. we are moving beyond.

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here we are
one step closer to the future
here we stand
fading away to particles
technology
we can cleanly sew up the sutures
philosophy
we can document and article our memories

illusory
we’re only artificial intelligence
holograms
however, we lack the tangible evidence
cul de sac
a dead end with wires crossed
baby got back
but baby got no physical presence; she’s lost…

disembodied
just a ghost in the shell of a man
a hologram
a virtual unreality on the lam
hopelessly lost
drifting aimlessly through the ether
another home run, another grand slam
for the future fictitious features

here we are
one step closer to the future
here we stand
fading away to nothingness
anthropology
we can clearly see the picture
psychology
we can’t blame ourselves for that.

Incarnation 2.01: Chrysalis

Posted in incarnations, love through the ages, time with tags , , , , , , on 2012-08-28 by Your First Lover

make me fall in love with you. for the first time. all over again. i am [re]born out of this cocoon. you are me.

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one, two, three, four
flick the switch
butterfly hatch
from the chrysalis
i was reborn for
the forty-first time
from a lesser metaphor
and god’s a lie

caterpillar spins
the last cocoon
encased in the chrysalis
much too soon
life’s too short
to stay so still
evolution moves in
for the kill

one, two, three, four
jump on the bed
don’t even worry
’bout bumpin’ your head
taking the fall
is part of the play
if you take no risk
you make no pay

i don’t bite
and i’m not spitting at you
trust me, i’ve got
better things to do
i don’t know swag
and never heard you scene
truly, i don’t
even know what it means

one, two, three, four
kick the ball
butterfly fly
from pupa to fall
i caught four
up in my net
let three go
and kept the fourth as a pet

as a species
we like to applaud
both our hubris
and our god
but life’s too short
for blind faith hearts
i’d rather embrace
your body parts

one, two, three, four
come and get me
i’m not your pet
but i like when you pet me
try too hard
and i return in kind
the harder the better
in my mind

just like a young
bonnie prince billy
my words are your lungs
but the rhymes are silly
life’s too short
for the easy way out
i’m never gonna get
the sleazy payout

one, two, three, four
cut the lights
bite your lip
zipper tight
cut up hard
across the floor
i was reborn
to love you some more

Incarnation 1.04: The Ice Age [video]

Posted in incarnations, love through the ages, time, videos with tags , , , , , , , , , on 2012-06-16 by Your First Lover

some of us survived through the cold eons, and began to rebuild.

Incarnations 1.x

Posted in incarnations on 2012-06-16 by Your First Lover

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Incarnation 1.03: Pteranodons & Pterodactyls

Posted in incarnations, love through the ages, time with tags , , , , , , on 2010-09-10 by Your First Lover

we eventually became extinct.

Incarnation 1.02: We Laid Our Hearts In The Ocean [video]

Posted in incarnations, videos with tags , , , , , , on 2010-02-04 by Your First Lover

we floated in an ocean of love. we dreamt, we dreamt.

Incarnation 1.01: Protozoa [video]

Posted in incarnations, videos with tags , , on 2009-12-08 by Your First Lover

from the end, back to the beginning. it all starts with the waters; the oceans…

life and love begin anew.

Incarnation 1.20: The Dirge

Posted in death, incarnations with tags , , , , on 2009-12-05 by Your First Lover

i open my eyes and i am staring up at an endless, grey sky. grass is tickling my cheeks, and i can smell rain when the wind gusts by.

i sit up and i am on the bank of a river, looking out across endless, cold, black water. it’s flowing gently eastwards.

there is a makeshift dock on the shore. an old, wooden canoe bumps against it. thump thump thump. in time with the rhythm of my heartbeat.

i sit on the bank for what seems like an eternity. then i rise and walk towards the small, wooden dirigible.

you are already waiting for me there, in the boat; wrapped up in linen. keeping your body warm. i make sure you are secured. then i get in beside you and set us adrift.

we are headed for the other side. the last man on earth will see what we have just seen.

now the star-studded cast
has not-so-quietly passed
into the blackest night
they put up a good fight

the protagonist and his foil
have shed this mortal coil
it was a good show
the death was nice and slow

our wings were our fingers
and our fingers were our wings
we flew through the airwaves
how we loved to sing

now the audience applauds
all these thespian frauds
willingly taken in
by their artistic sin

the house lights come on
to the threnodian theme song
the credits roll
we exit out into the cold

our wings were our fingers
and our fingers were our wings
we flew through the airwaves
how we loved to sing

suspend your disbelief
feel some fake grief
shed some fake tears;
feel some fake fears…

Incarnation 1.20: The Dirge

Incarnation 1.19: Love Through The Ages

Posted in death, incarnations, love through the ages, nostalgia, time with tags , , , , on 2009-11-24 by Your First Lover

we had a lot of fun, didn’t we? oh sure, there were bad times. difficult times. times i wanted to cease to exist. but overall, through the ups and downs, it was all worth it. at the end of the day, even with everything that soured, my love for you survived.

it was a great journey. i thought that i would be sad when it came to an end.

now that it is almost over, i feel almost relieved… happy and content that most things turned out good in the end.

stay by my side, while the universe explodes.

you say i’ll never
but i think i will
you’re under my skin
and we’re traveling still

and i feel this feeling
i could like it my dear
i will completely surrender
just to have you near

’cause the salt of your skin
the sweet of your kiss
the gentlest touch
brings me to this

that you say i won’t
but i think i will
your grip is tight
and we’re traveling still

you have me captive
and i like it that way
and the truest truths
are the ones i don’t say

and you think i’ll never
but i know i will
and with great abandon
i am traveling still

Incarnation 1.19: Love Through The Ages